Well today was 11 years since I married my husband and I am truly thinking we are finished... I have endured more hurt than anyone should and tonight just about topped it. I took the initiative of organizing a sitter for our son, then organised a restaurant booking and when we got there he was negative almost straight away... Then he started on how he hates his job and that he wants to open a restaurant and that it is my fault because we can't?... Tell me fucking this who is the major income contributor in this relationship? Me. Who is the responsible one in this relationship? Me. Who is the one that is making sure your fucking $2000 worth of fines are paid? Me. Who is the one who has stood by you through all the shit you have done to me? Me. Why I am putting up with this? Not really sure.
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